I dont miss you…
I dont miss you at all…
I dont miss your contagious smile that fold into dimples
Your scent on my shirts, around me or on my sheets
Or the 2am calls pretending we are talking as friends
I have no use for your care nor kindness nor love nor affection
Nor for your touch, your embrace, your company, your body
Or at least these are what I tell myself
Hoping one day I believe in them
Or you come stop me from lying to myself